if we're fate, we will

listen this song below to accompany you while reading this

I got the chances to know him better
even I know him already for eight to nine years
I had only two days
but all I got is nothing

He changes a lot
every second, I studied him
every chances, I took it for learning about him
that two effin' days he treat me good
handle with care, like a fragile thing
more than a friend, less than a couple
but that two freaking days, he is more than a good partner
I, almost, put my heart on him fully
ugh, my... yeah he got my soft spot there
that two days, fly so fast

I don't know the meaning
and we both know, we can't, yet
you don't want to make a promise that can easily broken
a very good sign, I do agree

that two days, every minutes of it, I put it in my memory
and later on, if we're meant to meet again, we will
we both busy by our activities, flowing
and in some moment, I let the memories rushes
hurt a bit part of my heart
but oh so sweet of you, you prevented me to do more of it
you don't want me to feel more
automatically make me hurt a little bit more

when the truth hurts earlier, I don't think to agree
people, see many sweet imaginary stories
which the right one said to don't wait for it
and so many years later, you both happily ever after
my anxiety disagree
oh thanks logic, I'm still having you
we don't know the fate God made

that two damn days
he don't want me to make my hopes up
but he's made me to by the way he acted
screw you
screw me

that forty eight hours of us
every memories, I play in repeat
shiz, my whole life is a movie
scripted by the Grace
I'm so thankful to have this feeling
feeling every quotes screaming out there