No, it's not afraid i think, it's a natural feeling when you have to face the "it" stage
What is this "it" about
Peculiar thing, got to my nerves already
Count it to several days
Is it just me or everybody does?
Ah, It's just me and some people out there
I saw that everybody like happy, not everyone, but most of em
But not me
Fear
I'm fearing about being old, and the most is, die
Not because i wanted to live forever
It creeps me
Actually i don't know what should i do
What should i feel about it
Boring
I think it's just same day like other day
But you guys, feel it's special day
And no, i'm not being sarcastic nor sardonic
I'm fine, i'm sure of it
I'm cool and emotionless as usual
Like you guys celebrate it, and my facial doesn't support it
Then, you make conclusions and judging me not being grateful
I'm so sorry
All i can do just say thanks, duh
