Want

 I want you

For a miserable and vulnerable

For a lot of things I don't like but shadowed by little things I like

I want you

For the ache and wet eyes

For a lot of things to spare and share but turned to scare

Blame

 I am a basic human

How to communicate? 

If I said A, it wont succeed on a person 1 and 2

If I said B, it womt succeed on a person 3 and 4

If I said C, it succeed on a person 1 and 4

If I said D, it succeed on a person 2 and 3

If I said E, it wont succeed at all

How to communicate?

Sadly, I keep blaming myself because I couldn't connect the subject and object.

How to communicate?

I am basic human

Are y'all aren't basic?

How to communicate?

Sadly, I blamed and blaming myself

Thus, how to communicate?

Sadly, I keep blaming, I said what my mouth said, what my brain said, what my heart said

But, failed

How to communicate?

For Now

my knees are hurting, for now I stand

my arms are throbbing, for now I aside

my eyes are burning, for now I closed

neither my head and eyes are look down, nor look up

Sad, but my eyes dry

Mad, but my breathing steady

Regret, but my chest roomy

Relaxed, doesn't tensed an emotion