Unseen

I made a huge mistake
I broke someone's heart
I smashed it
I betrayed it
And it's too late
It's already scattered around
I can't make it whole again
I couldn't?
Everytime I tried to assemble
I bleed, by egoism
Unstable ones stir everything
I left first, I stayed last, everytime.
It doesn't mean anywho left, won't suffered
It suffered. I suffered.
It caused I lost the spark
I couldn't find it anymore
Nor in you, neither in anyone else
I stay still
I don't search for it
I choose to
It's fractions back like it used to
Here am still sightless